Thursday, May 25, 2006
Thoughts and feelingAm I supposed to sit down right in front of the computer, typing journey entry while there's a major examination tomorrow waiting for me to study and excel. After reading Ben’s blog, I seriously agree with him that is Singapore really a country that well developed where its citizen don't have any places to rest and relax their mind, body and soul? Is this the result of why Singaporean is so stress and occupied by some routine work such as schooling, working or even housekeeping?
For me, after having a taste of what JC life is all about, I find that time indeed is not on my side. Everyday after school upon reaching home, I would have a routine work to do and to name some will be like 1100 words to be completed everyday, music theory and the endless pill of tutorials. Common words that I've always heard from a typical JC student would be "sian la","stress man","Boring sia","i'm so sick of it" and "damn tired man". I believe that those who are reading will agree with me. It's true! Life is so structured and monotonous as in everyday in a week, we're doing something that is so repetitive. Somehow, one day or another, we'll be going nuts just like the guy seating on my left this afternoon during the economics test. Basically what I can see is that he didn't study even though it's a common test, which constitute quite a large percentage of marks into the promos. Not even about an hour after the commence of the paper, he requested to leave the examination hall. Is there any problem with him? Does he know that it's an examination but not a test? I would think otherwise. Even if it's a test, I believe that we must also put in the minimum effort in it.
Holidays is coming and I've been keeping track of what assignments I'm suppose to do instead of what activities I'm going to take part in, when's the date I'm free to go out with my long lost friend etc. Am I supposed to continue to deceive myself that this is what everyone is going through? Arr..I want my life back!
Yay! After school tomorrow will be the start of the one-month holiday. And tomorrow night, I'll be going to vj for the band concert which I think it's a good way to relax as well as a great way to kick start the holiday.Hooray! Hope that it'll be pleasant and fun..haha..with sentat! Alright! Shall begin studying for tomorrow's physics exam.
posted @ 5:16 PM
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