Friday, September 08, 2006
Dejected soulSeptember holiday is ending soon. Heh. I'm so reluctant to let it go because it means that I'll not have much time left to mug. It's just so deplorable to let go when you feel that this much-needed holiday is coming to an end. There goes my morning breakfast with my mom, the time for me to practice my violin without any worries that I’ve neglected the other things that I should have done instead and of cause the revision period. Not to say that this September holiday is not productive at all, but it is the feeling that tells you what you have done so far is not enough of what you have expected.
This entry is going to be like the review of what had happened for the past few days!
I guess wearing my new spectacle gives me a new form of identity. For those who don’t know that I’ve changed my spectacle; I got a new frame last Thursday and I went to collect it on Saturday with Disong. Decided to change it because I’ve been wearing the old style (my last two pairs) for such a long time and also it is a bit spoilt. Heh. This time round I got a spec which is quite funky, commented by my cousin. Haha. Think that I look quite different from before as a result. However, I like it pretty much.
On Wednesday, my mom and I went to Malaysia to pay a visit to my grandpa who is still currently in the hospital. Seeing him getting stronger day by day was a form of relief for both my mom and I, as well as encouragement for him. It is poignant to see his body covered with red patches of rashes cause by the allergy to a particular medicine which was given to him. Now the only thing we can do is to continue to pray that his immune system will get stronger and that the Lord will heal him.
I did something that I’ve never expected to do during this trip to the hospital. Haha. Thinking of it now really let me realize how important my grandpa is to me. I actually help my grandpa bath. It was a once in a lifetime experience man. Heh. Since he have not been bathing for a long time and the lack of male nurses on that day, my mom suggested that I would help him bath. It was a impromptu stuff and I did not have any thoughts of declining. Perhaps I think that it is because of the love and hope that he can recover as fast as possible. I’ll leave out the details of the procedure. Heh.
On that day, I’ve also accomplished something that I thought it is so difficult to do. I’ve finished reading a bible once throughout. On the 06/09/06, 3.33pm. Heh. Auspicious yarh! Other than that, I really want to thank the lord for giving me the patience and perseverance to finish it once, not mentioning Minmin who also gives me the encouragement as well. Hopefully that I can really look through the word of God again with deeper understanding as well as a discerning heart so that I can be more like him!
Haha. Yesterday evening I tried swallowing raw egg white after a exhausted run around my neighborhood which I fail miserably. The taste was disgusting (like rotten egg) and I can’t help but to throw out everything that was in my mouth. Thought that it would gives me more protein but with those type of struggle I will have to go through, I rather give it a miss. Heh. Besides that, I think that I got to train hard on my stamina cause with the results that I got yesterday, I doubt that I will barely touch the passing mark.
posted @ 3:26 PM
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